I came across your name and blog–can’t remember exactly how but nothing is coincidence. I’m intrigued by your writings-they mirror my own thoughts in many ways, which I guess sounds egotistical but really it’s more of “hey, I’m not the only one who has these thoughts, questions these philosophies, etc” On the note of ego, I agree with what you and others have said on the subject wholeheartedly. Your thoughts on this: if the ego is so bad for us, and we have to constantly fight it, why do you think God gave us one in the first place? Is it all about appreciating by comparison? Meaning, for example, in order to appreciate good, we have to know bad by comparison… Does it have to do with the importance of Free Will? Why do we have to be saddled with ego? Lin
Lin, it is reassuring to know we’re not alone in our thinking. Well, as you’ve discovered, you and I ARE thinking alike and God has made our paths to cross so that you, and I, might go a bit deeper into God herself and enrich the journey in the process. So… with regard to ego, I would direct you to my book, The Enoch Factor: The Sacred Art of Knowing God. There, I address at length many of your questions regarding ego. You can get a copy of the book from my Interfaith Store here at my website – that is, order directly from my store. Or, if you prefer, you can order it from Amazon. It is sold there in 3 versions, paperback, electronic, and audible. I will say this much, however. Do not think of “ego” as something evil or bad. Think of it as the dress rehearsal to your real performance. It is you but not you at the same time. I know that sounds paradoxical and of course it is. It is the you many people never see beyond – the you, in terms of your name, occupation, place and role in life, but, there is a “you” much beyond the externals – the body, your name and identity and role in society. This “you” the writers of scripture and throughout much of Christian history was referred to as “soul.” But, do not make the mistake of thinking “soul” is good but “ego” is evil and therefore something to struggle to overcome. Recognition that the thoughts you think, the role and identity you wear, is enough to diminish its control over your life. Think of the ego as your clothing and the real you is underneath. Nothing is wrong with the clothing but what you wear is not really you. I hope that helps. Stick around. Read the book. You will take the next step in the evolution of your own spiritual consciousness. Blessings.